All The Same

2009-06-06T22:33:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Heh.
Sorry haven't been updating.
Having no madrasah classes this month.
And like, im bad at managing my time.

Haha!

Anyway, yes, no madrasah classes this month.
It will only start in July.
If anyone interested to join Youth A.L.I.V.E! , come!
Join! An-Nahdhah!
At Bishan! Hehe!

Moving on,
Luckily there's still a holiday programme.
Its like a crash course.
Held over 4 and a half days.

You can choose to take the modules you want.
But it depends on the availability.

Courses offered for Youth A.L.I.V.E! :

Quran & Quranic Sciences

Hadith & Hadith Sciences

Islamic Civilisation

Muslim Thinkers & Islamic Thought
Fiqh & Fiqh Sciences

Islamic Belief and Practices

Honestly, i wish the website would provide more info, but they don't.
I can't find it anyway.

The programme is held on
8-11 June
15-18 June
22-25 June

There's one at Al-Falah held during 13,14,20,21 June.
Im going for the Al-Falah one. :)

Oh!
Different modules are held at different mosques.
So...
If you need more info, leave a tag! :D

Hope you join this!

Oh yeah! Fees at $15. I think.

AHA! Just found the website.
For further details, visit http://www.islamicevents.sg/eventDetails.php?ID=992

2009-05-17T19:00:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Okay, its going to be a little hard for me to update this now.
Thanks to school and such.
But i really want to update this weekly you know.

Anyways, before i begin.
I'd like to thank all those people i see in school.
Haha!
I'd like to say...Mashallah!

Heheh.
Who am i referring to?
All those girls i see that i think are...good-looking. xD

Okay continuing.

Hehe.

Madrasah today was alright.
Alhamdulillah ( giving thanks to Allah ), i was able to gain new knowledge.

Today, they touched on Fasting.

Fasting is an act of worship to Allah.
Its basically to abstain.

One thing i learnt was that there were actually different levels of fasting.

To put it simply, lets put it in these terms.

Eg.
Grade C fasting.
Grade B fasting.
Grade S fasting.

Where Grade S, being the best one.

So what are the differences of these levels?
The lowest one would be Grade C.
Now the differences in these grades would be as follows :

Grade C Fasting :

- Abstaining from food and drink from dawn to dusk.

Grade B Fasting :
- Abstaining from food and drink from dawn to dusk.
- Abstaining from doing sins with our hands,legs,eyes.
- Abstaining from looking at other women's aurah.

Grade S Fasting would be the best one of them all but each level of fast gets you reward, except that you get more reward if you fast at a Grade S level.

Grade S Fasting :
- Abstaining from food and drink from dawn to dusk.
- Abstaining from doing sins with our hands,legs,eyes.
- Abstaining from looking at other women's aurah.

- Abstaining from gossip,cursing.
- Abstaining from THINKING about sexual relations and such.

I don't remember the rest. But Grade S fasting would be to fast yourself psychologically and physically.

Oh. And that's when i learnt about the word Mashallah.
Applies to everyday life too.

To my understanding,

Mashallah is used when something good happens,when there is a surprise or for someone's good deeds/achivements.

Example : When you do well in a test you say " Mashallah "

In the case of the first paragraph above, (haha!) it can be used when you see a pretty girl!
The first look is a form of a blessing.
But if you look on, well, you could be thinking something wrong right?
But it depends on your niat (intention) of course.

Alright.
I think im done with today.

Sorry, i know the post is not very informative!

I really need those slides from them.
Im only recalling all these information from memory,
So i might not be right.
Like i said, its always better to consult your ustaz or ustazah (religious teacher).

Thank you for reading! :)

P.S.

Tag replies :

Ustaz Yusri : I will remember you Ustaz! :D

Fadhilah : Hey! First kind of blog like this? Haha! Lain how? :P EH! Er, recommend to friends and family? Haha! I just hope i don't give the wrong info. Thanks! ><>

Syairah : Mine not that 'awesome' la! Hahaha! But glad you feel refreshed. hehe!

Ya Allah, Please help me to able to manage my time better.

Amin.

2009-05-03T16:23:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Well, today was a little confusing for me.
I was lost during the first part of the lesson.
I think it was because of the...not so relevant parts?
Haha.
As quoted by Nazira, she said that they were relevant.
Just too much.
Yeah.
Heh.

But basically, it was about Syahadah.( i think )

See.
Im lost.
I forgot what it was about. -.-

Okay but one thing i remember was the video.
There was an american guy.
He converted into Islam.

First thing he had to do.
Was to declare :

In arabic : أشهد أن لا إله إلاَّ الله و أشهد أن محمد رسول الله

( I bear witness that there is no God but Allah and that Muhammad s.a.w. is his messenger.)

Anyway,
The group took a pledge.
Our own pledge to ourselves and to Allah.
Everyone's one was different.
And we bore witness to each one of the others.

For me,
It was to be able to read and understand what Allah has sent to us.
The Quran.
To be able to remember what he sent us.
And to be able to remember Him in everything that i do.

I hope i can.
Especially in studies.
And in play.
I tend to only think about what im doing.
But somehow, not always remembering Him.

Insyallah, i can.

2009-04-26T22:23:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Yet another great lesson at Madrasah(religious class) today.

Im really glad at their approach.
As in, how the class is being run and all.
No exams, and how its very relevant and applicable to life.
The lessons i mean.

Anyway, today was about Judgement Day.
The signs and the events that will follow towards it.

Is Judgement Day near?
Well, for one, we won't know.
But there are a few signs that are already showing.

Well, for one, that lesson was sort of like a refresher.
A reminder about judgement day.

My ustaz asked us this question :
If you were to die today, where would you be?
Heaven? or Hell?

Haha.
What would YOUR answer be?

I also learnt something new.
Heaven and Hell...is empty.
Except of course for the angels.
They're still there(i think).

Everyone who has passed away, well, they're still in their graves.
Waiting for Judgement Day.
That's when everyone will be Judged/Evaluated
and that's when everyone will know where they stand.

Insyallah, we will go to Heaven.
Let us do our best to go there.

Amin.
( P.S. Please do clarify with your respective religious teachers(Ustaz) if unsure. I myself am just passing on what i heard. Elaboration should be made by them. )

:)

2009-04-05T15:23:00.002+08:00

Ah.
The wonderous world we live in.
Isin't it amazing?

Im amazed.

After today's class, im starting to be more amazed by it.
More appreciative.
Yeah.

More appreciative of Him.
He really is the Almighty.

Look around you.
Look around us.
Look at all the different plants,animals or basically all the natural creations.

Just take a look at the diversity of it all!

Can anyone imagine that all this was created by God?
Just He,Himself?
Im amazed.

Look at it this way.

Okay...maybe a laptop.
A really nice looking laptop.
Look at how beautifully designed it is.

Or something you bought, like a bag ?
You bought it because you thought it looks nice.

Or how about buildings?
The architecture of it all.
Amazed by that?

Well, all these things are created by the designers.
The designers of the laptop.
The designers of the bag.
The architectects of the building.
Each one of them, has their own style.
Their own creativity of what their 'product' would look like.

Now look at God.
Take it the same way.
Look at all the plants,animals and us Humans.
We are the product.
Of his creativity.
Of his creation.

To me, its really amazing.
That He, Himself, has that unbelievable amount of creativity.
To create such a vast diversity of living things.
Wow.
Really.
Im just starting to appreciate it more.

To me, he really is the Almighty.

2009-03-28T16:20:00.001+08:00

Im weak...Its true.

2009-03-23T09:25:00.003+08:00

AHHH!!!

THEY WERE AWESOME!

IM SO GLAD I WENT TO SEE THEM!

Woohoo!
Im talking about NATURALLY 7!

Well, i forgot what i wanted to say on the blog!
But well, click on the video to see what they're all about!

LET ME TELL YA!
THEY'RE WAYYYYY BETTER LIVE!!!

They're amazing i tell ya!
The Drums!
The Guitar!
The Trumpet!
The TurnTables!
The Bass!
The Harmonica!
The Rap!

They're AWESOME! hahaha!

Thanks Rod,Garfield,Warren,Jamal,Roger,Dwight and Armand for that AWESOME show last night!
Basically, thanks Naturally 7! :D

Oh!
One more thing i'd like to add.
I met my ex-teacher there!
Miss Dorothy Seng! :D
Along with her friends, queued in line to get thier autographs and pictures. ( I didn't get the cd so no autograph for me. haha!)
Anyway! We got a picture with Roger but we wanted it with the whole group.
So we waited.
Waited till everyone had done their autograph signing.

When they were done, they posed for a few people for pictures.
Then we thought it was our turn!
BUT!
The ushers!!!
THE USHERS!
They led them away! :(
Me and her two friends were like reaching out our hands to call them back!
THEN!
THEN!
Armand(bass) turned back! And turned to look at us!
AHH!
HE REMEMBERED!
He remembered we wanted a picture with them!
So touched by his gesture.
HAHA!

But we didn't get it -.-
Ushers fault.
Sigh.
Oh well!
I had a great time! :D

2009-03-18T21:46:00.001+08:00

Here we go!
A short video from Mocca.
Sorry its a lil short Raf!

2009-03-11T14:27:00.002+08:00

Deeper Conversation-Yuna.mp3 - Yuna

Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
And im learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone took a portion of your heart?
And im learning you

And if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too

if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

4x
Deeper Conversation
let me

Sometimes, its good to be curious.
:)

I wouldn't have found this artist if not for the Mosaic Music Festival.
Im gonna go and watch her perform :)
Sunday!

I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation...

2009-03-07T23:39:00.003+08:00

Allah Huakbar. :)

The starlit sky.
What a beautiful sight.

And what a day today was.

It would have been a sad day.
But no.
It didn't turn out that way.
And im glad. :)

The power of communication.

Haha.
It's really amazing.
Ingat, selalu dua :D

Remember okay, u ? :P
How it can help.
Communicate~

I love you even more now my dear :)

2009-03-01T15:24:00.003+08:00

Honestly, i dont know what to update for this.

Haha!
But this is something i think people should know.

Dogs.

Yeah.
Hehe.
I just came back from my religious class today and found out something interesting.

Muslims are allowed to KEEP dogs.

Yep.
Basically, what my Ustaz(religious teacher) told me,

Is that it was stated in the Quran.
Dogs can be kept in the household to guard the house, or to hunt.

Its just that, Muslims can't touch the saliva of the dog.

Why?

The dog's saliva contains a lot of bacteria.

Let's say the dog licks your plate.
You try to wash it off with detergent and soap.
The bacteria will still be there.
Apparently if you were going to use detergent or soap,
Only the INDUSTRIAL ones are strong enough.

Wait!
Then how to remove the bacteria?

Use soil.

Yep.
Soil.

Amazingly, soil dissolves the bacteria.

My Ustaz told me that a test was conducted.
It does work.

Its just that the test findings aren't published.

Okay.
So what's my point of saying all this?
Well, we have the misconception that Muslims can't touch dogs or even keep them.

We actually can.

But, if you do keep a dog IN the house, the angels won't enter it.

Anyway, there's also another misconception where we can't touch dogs which are WET.

As in, we can definitely touch the fur.

But what if its wet?
Well, sure. Still can touch.

Just don't touch the saliva and the nose.

Hahaha!

If it does happen, well, you got to get soil to clean up yourself.
Which can be a little troublesome.

Heheh.

Hope this clears misconceptions.

I was surprised myself.
Haha. Peace!

2009-02-21T01:15:00.002+08:00

Alright.
Hehe.
Time to post.

It was a really nice day.
Little did she know how much i planned for it.
Hehe.

I went to the beach with her on Monday.
Everything went smoothly i guess.
Except i forgot to pack food xD

I was really glad she liked my gift.
Haha!
I just felt like giving it to her :P
More to come, alright? :D

Nope. Nothing else to say.
Peace. xD

2009-02-08T14:31:00.002+08:00

Okay seriously.
I don't feel the need to update.
Hahaha!

I mean, come on.
What should i update about?

Honestly?
What should i post about?

Tell me.

2009-01-30T22:00:00.002+08:00

Okay.
I have officially overcome my fear of heights.
To a certain height.

Haha!

Leadership and Team Building.
Core module for the DPA Students.
Went to a camp at Sembawang.

It felt great.

To be able to go through the high elements without much fear.

Hehe.

At night,

They screened 'Shutter'.
I went out to accompany someone.
Got the chills.
Get what i mean?

Hah.
We didn't watch it, but into a brighter room.

Did the 'Night Maze' with Clare,Aida,April and Melvin(instructor).

Was pretty okay actually.
Just dark.

Oh.
The night maze was done under a house.
You know? Those kampung house on sticks?
Yeah.

Did it twice. This time with April.
Took a longer route and got lost.
Haha!

Day 2.

Did low elements.

The giant see-saw was fun. :D

And as they said, to communicate.
And to have a leader.
Hahahaha!

Next, was my moment of truth.
I wanted to record it,

But!
THE BATTERY DIED!
What the #!@% right?

It's the...uh.
Crap what's it called?

AARGH!

It's just falling backwards from a height while your team-mates catch you in a mat they're holding.

Yeah.

Anyway, I trusted my team.
But i was scared to fall.
The landing part is fine.
Just the falling part - the feeling ain't that...great.

Haha!

I have to thank Him.

He gave me the courage to do everythingwith confidence.
To overcome the challenges i face.

Alhamdulillah.

But somehow, when i was up there,

Closing my eyes,

I pictured it.

I pictured her.
Pictured her cheering me on.

Even with just a smile.
Waiting for me to take the leap.
It was really scary for me.

But somehow, thanks to that image,
I managed to muster up the courage.

And fall.
:D

Well, i really liked the next few activities.

It really taught me a lot of things.

-Perception of doing things.

-Thinking outside the box.

-Always explore all options.

-Have an open mind.

Oh.
I forgot to mention.

Our instructor in charge.

WAS FRENCH! xD

AWESOME I TELL YA!

I regret not asking him to teach me more words.

Heh.

Well, end of camp.
And im pissed at myself for leaving my certificate behind at the MRT.

Oh well.
Tomorrow i'll get it.

Pictures soon.

If i feel like it. Hehe.

2009-01-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

I just want to be your listening ear... :(

2009-01-22T12:47:00.003+08:00

Yes.
This is the class of DPA.
Group 3 to be exact.
Haha!
It has been only 3 days.

But i got this picture taken!
Miss Wilna won't be seeing us anymore, so yeah.
Okay.
So first day of NYP.
I came in the lecture hall...
Everyone.
EVERYONE! Was quiet. Hahaha!

This was the time to make friends.
And it went on.
Met Guang Kee.
Toured the school.
Met Shahrin.
Lecture on 'Fundamentals of Communication skills'.
Had lunch.

Tutorial.
Hehe. This was when everyone got to know each other.

Got to know the whole class!
Top row from left : Atikah,April,Yasmeen,Aida,Beatris,Li Fang,Kimberly,Siew Yi,Juvena,Miss Wilma
Mid row from left : Clare,Mardiana,Lynette,Elaine,Pei Rong,Yvonne
Bottom row from left : Benjamin,Shawn,Daryl,Shahrin,Nadzeef,Kenneth,Guang Kee

Once the DPA is over,
We'll only see each other around school.
Let us get to know each other better during these 3 Months.
Peace! :D

2009-01-20T07:44:00.004+08:00

My very late replies to tags.
Hehehe.

Umi : Will write a better malay one soon. xD
Sofia : Bleh. Help me sofia!
Haza : Hahaha! I don't like writing in bahasa pasar :D
Shareena : HEH! Now just keep that info. :)

Okay anyway.
I'll blog about the First Day in NYP later.

READ BELOW IF YOU'RE IN A DELIMMA FOR JAE POSTING!!

I just read the newspaper.
Republic Polytechnic is changing.
How?
It's going to be introducing attachments like any other poly would.

They received feedback from its graduated students saying they " don't know what to expect ".
And with a new principal, they decided to change.
To improve.
To make their students more valuable.

Okay.

So that's basically in a nutshell.
It's good right?

But what bothers me...
Is that this, is published AFTER the JAE.
Tsk.
Otherwise some students could have considered RP in the first place.
And put it as their first choice.
If they know they have a small chance of getting into other poly's.
So at least, they know they would have a high chance of getting into a course they would want in RP.

I thought again.
At least the JAE posting results aren't out yet.
So when it comes, and some of you out there don't like the course you're posted to.

I somehow think...
Do consider appealing to RP.
It's better to go to a course that you're interested in.
When you know you'll work hard to achieve your grades.
Than to go to some random course in one of the other polytechnics.
Just because people say SP/NP/TP/NYP is better.

Consider you.
Yourself.
The course.
The diploma you're gonna receive.
Your future.

That's all i have to say.
This is what i think.
Don't have to follow it.
But its something to consider.
Good luck to all waiting for JAE posting! :D

2009-01-15T03:22:00.000+08:00

Okay!
O level results have been received!
I haven't been blogging!
Haha!
Busy these days.

Anyway, Im so glad at the results i achieved!
Alhamdullilah.

I passed everything!
I can't believe i passed A Math.
First time.

Moreover, i thought i was going to get an A for math.
Turns out, my combined humanities was the one that i got an A for.
Such a surprise.
Hehe!

L1R5 - 18
L1R4 - 14

Awesome. ^^
I'll be going to NYP Nursing.
Starting school this monday.
Will blog about first day.
HAHAHA!

K. Till then.

2009-01-10T22:11:00.002+08:00

Melayu 'post'.
Silakan...

Hai!
Penat betul.
Sejak hari khamis, saya keluar.
Keluar, pergi ke SP,NP,NYP dan TP.

Saya pun sekarang masih penat.
Hai.
Tapi, saya rasa hari itu...baik.
Hahah!
Kelakar la hendak bercakap begini.

Ala.
Susah la.
Saya tidak tahu ayat2 yang saya boleh gunakan.
Hai!
Macam mane ya?

Nak berbual bahasa pasar pun susah.
Tak nak uh, tak seronok.
Hahahaha!

Dah la, saya berhenti.
Pelik sangat saya berbual begini.
Ish.

2009-01-08T22:00:00.003+08:00

6I Chalet.
One word.
AWESOME!

Oh! And i just love the game we play with the cards. Hehe.

:D

Okay?
Let the pictures do the talking.
Click here for the pictures.

2009-01-05T18:16:00.001+08:00

SINGAPURA TERLALU KECIL!

Dah.
Itu saya punya 'post' dalam bahasa melayu.
Ish.
Hahaha!
Tapi, betul uh.
Terlalu kecil uh!

TSK!

2009-01-04T17:10:00.002+08:00

You've heard that bit about my past.
I just want to assure you,
Im not like that anymore.
That i have changed.

And that i am a better person.
That i've outgrown my past.
:)

2009-01-02T21:40:00.002+08:00

I love being out of school :D

I went out and met her, with her friends.
Hehe.
Got a photo.

Oh yeah, i can feel the shell peeling off slowly.
:D
Im glad.

Oh, and, and, and!
I met up with Mariam to pass her the textbook she wanted.
But, we ended up going to Syairah's place to chill.
Haha!
We had a mini picnic at the playground.
And talked over there and the Skygarden.
Awesome!

That could not have happened if we were still in school.
So awesome. xD
It was all because i didn't want to go home early!!

Yeah.
You're more than just a friend to me. :)

2009-01-01T20:15:00.002+08:00

Hahahaha!
NO!
No i ain't posting anything about New Year resolutions.

But,
Happy New Year to all.
Let us welcome 2009 with open arms.
Let us welcome the new doors of opportunity that await us.

:)

2008-12-30T23:31:00.004+08:00

Wooh.
Sungguh best!
29th December - melayu dari sekolah rendah.
Kita semua keluar bersama2.
Ke East Coast.
Naik basikal!
Hahaha!

Okay. That was weird!

Anyways, 1 Tandem Bike and 4 single bikes.
It was great.

That.
Was the first time i went so far out with them.

Bahrain pics!
How'd you like em? Haha!

Home or Out.
Pick.

Oh, today, Bedtime Stories.
Hehe.
Awesome show.
Watched it with her.

I really enjoyed the time spent with her.
Every hour,every minute, every second.
Nothing beats it really.

Even though the shell has not been broken,
Hopefully,it will, soon.
Despite that, its still awesome. :)

2008-12-29T23:27:00.002+08:00

Salam 'alaykum!

Haha! That's how the people in Bahrain say it.
Yeah people, im back from my one month holiday!

I missed a lot of people back here!
And im glad im meeting them all soon.
Hehe!

Already, im missing Bahrain.
The weather, the food, the life there.
Sigh.
If only it was like that here in Singapore.

Oh well!
Im meeting someone i've been missing tomorrow!
Wooh
Can't wait :)

Oh!
And the pictures from my trip, will only be a few.
As in, a few uploaded.
The rest, ask me out or come to my place!
To view the pictures.
Haha!

Okay? :D

Okay...
I still have jetlag.
Night!

2008-12-23T04:28:00.002+08:00

Warning : The following post might be a little 'descriptive'.
Please refrain from reading if you're not willing to read about
Ear wax. And stuff.

After one week,
they finally decided to send me to the doctor.
Hahaha!

Yes, i finally went. :)
What did the doctor do to me?

Hahaha!
First, she took a look.
Then she took this metal 'stick',
stuck it in my ear.
And...pulled out the shit!
Hahahaha!

Now put that image in your head.
This metal thing, stuck in your ear.
Oh it hurts alright.
Especially when she took out the wax.

Black colour!
HAHAHA!
Yeah, it was bad.

Oh not only that,
she stuck a 'vacuum cleaner' in there too.
Now that hurts.
The sound from it doesn't help to ease the pain.

Apparently sucking earwax out of your ear hurts.

Now the left ear is blocked.
I think i applied the eardrop wrongly.

Oh well.

Hopefully i'll be able to hear clearly after all this.

After the meds.
After everything.

Tsk.
Oh, side effect - I hear echoes in my mouth.
HAHAHA!

Its a weird feeling.

I wish my ear would cure.
Pray for me!
Haha!

Okay, i went and i described.
Haha!
No need to worry about me already okay? :D
When i come back, i might need your help when we're out.
Hahaha!
For the meds. Yes, the meds,
Meds is medicine by the way.
:P

Hear ya'll soon!

2008-12-19T16:21:00.003+08:00

Okay.
Now i really miss my family.
Haha!
I just finished watching all the videos i've taken back home.

And i miss him!!
ALOT!
AHH!

Hope mum isin't letting you sleep late again.
Take care Asyraf!! Hahaha!

2008-12-18T15:29:00.002+08:00

Psh.
I got nothing to update.
HAHAHA!

Tag replies :

Danny : Danny, danny...Happy 24th! You are older now. Hehe. Not younger Danny, OLDER!

Hope you had fun back in SG! :D See you soon Danny!

Ash : Ash eh? Haha. I lost your link. Tag again! ahha!

Juni : Ah? Know who? Haha! You spammed? O.o?

Oh. Yes.
Okay i got something.

I can't wait to get back to Singapore!
But somehow, only for three reasons.
Miss family, close friends and...
Well, the other?
Go figure! HAHA!

Can't wait to go out with friends.
See Asyraf again! Lil bro. Hah!
Uh. Okay.
I have to say it here!
Haha!
I can't wait to see her again too.

2008-12-16T16:41:00.002+08:00

TSK!
It's been 4 days.

And it still hurts.

Oh the pain...
THE PAIN!!

Okay, okay.
It doesn't hurt as much now.
But still, i wish it would go away.
Even my cousins are worried about me.
Hahaha!
Somewhat.

The pain is really annoying.
Like really.
Its SUPPOSED to go away after 1 or 2 days but,
i still wonder why its still there.

Ow.
Im enduring the pain every single moment!

Okay, my aunt tried to help me.
But to no avail.
Hahaha!

Sigh.
Pain,pain go away.
Never come again another day.

2008-12-13T16:17:00.003+08:00

It hurts.
I really hurts.

I can't believe it.
IT HURTS!!!

Sigh.
I don't have the mood to do anything already.

Last night, i woke up at 1am.
I couldn't get to sleep again.
Because of this...painful feeling.

How i wish it was gone.
How i wish someone could cure this pain.

I think its bleeding.

Sigh.

God. Please make it go away. What did i do to deserve this?
Please cure me.

2008-12-11T02:31:00.003+08:00

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold utopian dream

You do something to me that I can't explain
So would I be out of line if I said
I miss you?

I see your picture
I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine
You have only been gone ten days
But already I'm wasting away
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon
But I need you to know that I care
And I miss you

Yep. These are the lyrics. I just love them. Don't you? :) It's what makes the song.

2008-12-10T05:13:00.002+08:00

WOOH!
Okay. Must update about Bahrain.
Today is a must.

Haha!

Why? We went to the Tree Of Life today.

Its basically this 500 old tree in the middle of a desert.

Cool right?

Yeah. I know!
Haha!
We went there around sunset.

And it was real nice.

Alot of nice pictures could have been taken.
But i forgot to empty my memory card.

Tsk!
What a waste.

Then we went....
GO-KARTING!

It was awesome. Heheh.

Oh! And while we're waiting in line, my cousin, Hannan, he sort of was challenged to a 'battle'.
HAHAHA!
Guess what it was.

It was a Pull-Up battle!
HAHAHAHA!
There was a bar right above us. So yeah.
They did battle.
Ready,Fight!

Heheheh.
I think he lost in the end cause the other guy put his legs up instead of his hands.
But that dude got it pretty bad.
Cause his arms were weak.
AHAHA!

Anyway, Go-Karting.
AWESOME!
The track and the kart here is much better than the one at Batam.

Or Malaysia.
Hehe.
Definitely had fun.
Though we didn't race.
No worries!
Next week! :D

Oh! And i did drifting! Hehehe!
Though i still pretty suck at it. But hey, i didn't crash!
Wooh!
All the others crashed onto the tires.
Ahahaha!

Poor them. Hehe. ( Partly because of me )
Ah. Alright.
The rest of the stories, you have to ask me out for it.
Hahaha!

Peace.

2008-12-08T15:15:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha.

Or, Eid Al-adha.
To every muslim. :)

May my family back in Singapore have a good one. :)

May all my friends who are at their respective kampungs have a good one. :)
May you enjoy this day. :)

Its Hari Raya Haji in Bahrain for me people! :D

2008-12-07T19:22:00.008+08:00

9th Day of Zulhijjah.
A very blessed day.

If one fasts from dawn to dusk on this day, its like fasting for 2 years. ( or was it 1 year? )
Although that hadith was weak, its better to just take the chance.

Addition to that, the sins we have done for the past year and the next year, will be forgiven.
Insyallah.

Yes. Isin't it great? I heard all this at the mosque. After friday prayers.
Since before it the person speaks in arab, some of us don't understand.
So they have sort of a translator after it. Haha. ( I forgot all the terms already. Hehe. )

So today, i fast. And as they said, today is a blessed day.
Its where the people who go to Haj, go to Mount Arafat.
Where they will read duas( prayers ) to Allah about anything.
Like asking for forgiveness, to repent, long life, etc.

I prayed. I prayed for repentance.
For forgiveness from my sins.
For abstinence from commiting sins.
For long life.
For good health. ( family )
For safety.
For knowledge.
For the right path in Islam.
For my future.

May we have a good day. :)

P.S. The facts may not be right as im recalling from memory. I hope im not wrong though.

2008-12-05T03:42:00.006+08:00

Yes. It finally happened. :)
I did it! And im glad i did. Its been only a week. But im already weak.
Yes its true. That's how much i miss you.

We're so far apart. But im glad that i was still able to hear you.
To talk to you.
To know you're there.

If only i was back home.
But no, so lets continue making sweet digital notes. Haha :)

Wonder Girls! Wooh!

2008-12-04T14:38:00.000+08:00

It goes out to no one else...but you! :)

Incubus - I Miss You (acoustic) - Incubus

Play the song :)

2008-12-03T14:25:00.002+08:00

Ahahaha! This is boring.
Im updating almost everything that happened from last week.
That sucks right?
Oh well. I just wanna remember it. :)

I went shopping on the 24th of November!! :D

It was awesome. Hehe. I had vouchers for Times the bookshop and Takashimaya.
All thanks to my dressing. HAHAHA!
Well, of course i did ask for help. :)

First time i REALLY went shopping that day. With Syirah.
I bought new white Puma shoes.
A jacket.
A red long-sleeved t-shirt.
A vest. ( I want more of these!! )
Oh, and some toiletries! Hahaha!

That next day will be going bahrain. So yeah.
But that next day will also be when im going out with someone~ Hehe.

Had fun talking to Syirah over a cup of coffee as we updated each other on our lives. Haha!

Met up with Nabilah and Umi later.
Where we went to Times to get my book!
And meet up of course.

I am so...GLAD! I got that book. Awesome book i tell you.

Okay. The rest will hand it over to Graphics. My new friend.

Say hi Graphics!

2008-12-03T14:12:00.002+08:00

Alright. That day. Prom night was okay. Emcee lapdanced Mr Ong, our discipline master. That's the only memorable thing other than the food. ( Actually the food was just...okay. )

Pictures were taken. I guess those are memories too. Where everyone(almost) gathers at a hotel to wear nice clothes and strut their stuff. Haha!

I had a lot of people to help with my 'costume'. And yeah, it was a success.
I got 'Best Dressed Male' for the night. Hehe!
So thanks to all who helped! :D

Pictures again. 4 only. Lazy upload the rest. Hahaha! Let em talk. I don't want to anymore.

2008-12-03T14:07:00.003+08:00

Okay the tprawks is too long an update. So i'll let the pictures do the talking. :)

2008-11-20T21:33:00.004+08:00

Okay. Its really been awhile since this page on the internet has been updated.

Hmm...So, what's this update gonna be about? Well...ITS GONNA BE ABOUT TPRAWKS!

Hahahaha! Oh! And not forgetting my Prom Night of course.

So, first day of tprawks! I thought i was gonna miss the bus at toa payoh. Turns out it was gonna be late. And during the waiting time, i tried to sleep. Went to celebrate Rusty's birthday the day before. HAPPY 21ST RUSTY!! Came back home at 1am. Hahahaha! The cake Raff made was delicious! Cheesecake tobelrone i think. It was fun. Played bowling, and hilmi got his face SOCKED! :D

Anyway...i think i pissed off some people when i was being nice and threw away their thrash. HAHAHA!
Okay. When i reached TP with Eileen. We wanted orange. But got purple instead. Oh well!

Saw my group. Intro! That was when i made friends with Tao Han, Umii and Haza. Wee Kiat/Ivan was later.

Okay. We played ice breaking games. Don't really remember one significant one. Hmm...Though i did like the " Hey banja! " thing. So cool everyone stomp together! hahaha!
Oh and this was when i got to know Nabilah! Or Nub. :D

Since yesterday slept late. I was damn lazy to eat. Tired! But thanks to my new friends, they made me eat. hahahaha! And it was at this point where i found Ivan to be annoying. Since he kept saying " I was thinking about you " or " I love guys dude! " .

TP experience for the first day was at HSS. Learned about psychology. I like it. Yeah! The games we played were fun. Heh! I wouldn't mind going into psychology for the sake of learning more about it. But its just not worth to work in that field. I've thought about it. It's a no-no.

After that, we learned the TP Mass Dance. At first it was kinda hard. Oh! and some guys didn't want to dance. Hahah!
One - because they say they don't like or don't know how to dance
Two - they're too shy to partner with a girl. hehe!

After learning the dance and practicing with random girls. I partnered with Nub for the final dance( i think ). Both of us got dizzy. HAHAHA! :D Sorry Nub.
Mass chicken dance was awesome! Ahahaha! Try seeing everyone shake their booty along to a hilarious song! Hehe.

To be continued....

2008-10-09T20:05:00.002+08:00

Haha. Sorry. I just have to update on this. Gotta remember this for a long time.

Just yesterday...our teachers, well, they bid us farewell. So since Wednesday, they've been saying goodbye. Mrs Chan is someone i would like to mention as she gave the class personal notes with a letter made out of art-sponge attached to it. It really touched me that she finds it - quote, " endearing ", to know about my ambition. Haha. Miss Tay wrote the longest note. Basically telling me to work harder to achieve the marks that i rightfully deserve. :D

Miss Chin basically wished me good luck. Well, its the thought that counts.

Oh! And i Love Mrs Ong!! Haha! She wrote that to me too on my note! And she treated us pizza. She's the best math teacher i ever had. Made me love math. And look, now i did better! Im aiming for an A1 for O's. Hopefully i'll be able to accomplish it. :)

Mrs Yeo gave us a little note too. But its printed, oh well, at least its something right? Haha. Had fun getting the whole class to chat with Miss Chin as Yu Jun made it damn funny. Heh

Last but not least, Mrs Lai gave us Pizzas from pizza hut! Though we only got one piece, its the only day that Mrs Lai didn't scold us. Haha! As she said " Everyday i scold...minus the last day of school " :D

Tomorrow is farewell assembly. Sigh. I can't believe im saying this( even this early ), but im going to miss life in secondary school.

2008-09-12T21:41:00.002+08:00

Hahaha! It really has been awhile since i last updated. Kind of lazy sometimes. Heh.

Well...fasting month has started like...12 days ago? haha! So yeah. To all muslims...happy fasting! Ahaha! :D

Iftar-ed with the CCC/RT crew...7th sept. Honestly i didn't know what iftar was at first. haha! but i guessed it right! after asking my mum that is. heheh. Ramen ten! I want more sushi though. heh.

Had a career talk today. Listen to talks by a doctor,nurse and accountant.
For one, doctors take too long to start working ( officially! ) studying for the degree course itself takes 5 years. then you still have to be like...a junior doctor ( but not an official doctor yet ) for 3 years. Then so on and so forth. Hahaha. basically...he says you only life as an official doctor at 40. Haha! This phrase " life begins at 40 " thing does make sense here. heheh

anyway. Nursing ain't that bad. The person who gave the talk showed us...some INTERESTING pictures. Heh. I was slightly grossed out, but hey, i'd see worse when i start to be a nurse. So yeah, why not? :D

Anyway, i don't think this blog shall be touched till after November 11. That's when my last O level paper is. Its like 32 days to O levels, And im not fully prepared. Shit. I have to pass science and math. HELP!

Ya allah please help me in my studying so that i'll be able to do well for o's. Amin.

Mug smart people. Don't mug hard. Get enough rest. Else you'd die. Hah. Live healthy. Be healthy. Keep those brain juices flowing and all the best to all who's taking o levels this year :)

See you guys at the end. Haha!

2008-08-18T16:24:00.002+08:00

Well, i had a great birthday this year. hahah!
This again, is an overdue post.

Went to Fish & Co for dinner. We ate a lot. Really. We couldn't finish our food. Haha! And we took quite a lot of time to eat. Wanna know why? Cause we were busy telling each other about our lives since we last met. Haha! It was fun. Took quite a number of photos too. :)

Kinda sad that some food was wasted. But couldn't help it. Ran out of time. Had to go solat maghrib before it was too late. So yeah.

Can't wait till i meet you again! Take care :)

2008-08-12T22:08:00.002+08:00

Hahaha! This post is so overdue. Been busy uh.

Anyways. Happy belated birthday to me :)
Thanks people for wishing me. Its the only day my phone gets bombarded with messages. Haha!

My goals in life after reaching 16. ( i'm legal! )
- Be a better muslim
- Repent. :P
- Be a better student. ( study harder!!! )

At this point, this is all i can think up of. Hahaha. There were more. Really.

Oh and i'd like to thank Idil and Kak Juni for bringing me out for my birthday. Thanks a lot :)
Its really a day i would remember. :D

Oh yes. Congratulations to my cousin, Abang Arman for getting married :)

Last thing - I got a B4 for malay. But distinction for malay oral. so in short. 4D. Haha.
Damn wasted. Now i gotta retake the exam. Such a bore! :(

Anyway, all the best in mugging people. :)
Study hard okay.

2008-07-25T20:08:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday 22nd birthday Azhar! :D
Celebrated yesterday. At Suntec Starbucks with the CCC/RT !

3 years worth of pictures have been unintentionally deleted. So no pictures of him :\

In other news, I have OFFICIALLY started studying today. Why? Cause i did 3 hours of studying today and im satisfied with what i have crammed in my head. I hope it stays there. :)

In other other news, I just found out that ' The Dark Knight ' collectibles cost a bomb. Ahh! I knew it would be expensive. But didn't expect it to be THAT expensive. I just want the Batmobile! Or the Batpod! Or The Joker! Or Batman! I want the figurine. The bust is too...uh...Immobile. ahahah. I just wanna have something to show off when someone comes into my room you know? Heheh. ( Other than my didgeridoo ) .

Well, to be exact, Joker and Batman : The Dark Knight suit 1:6 scale figurines cost S$229.90 and S$249.90 respectively. Batman : Old suit 1:6 scale figurine cost S$229.90

Joker Mini Bust 1:4 Scale cost S$119.90
The batmobile and the batpod ( pictures in post before this ) : S$649.90 and S$349.90 respectively.

Damn!! I feel so...ugh! The most awesome ones are so expensive...Sigh! Should i buy it? Or should i not. Since its not gonna be opened from its box anyway! Hahaha!

2008-07-20T20:01:00.005+08:00

WOAHH!!! I caught ' The Dark Knight ' yesterday... IT WAS AWESOME!!!

I'm thinking of watching it again! Heh. I think i am. This coming friday with Mariam, Sakinah and Syairah maybe. :)

Dang it! Check these out!

Awesome right? XD I want one!! Haha... Im thinking of buying the batmobile! Hehe. Just gotta know where to find them. Ooh! Poster too! Gotta buy batman begins and the dark knight posters. Hah!

By the way, these are collectibles. Not those toys you buy at department stores. Hehe! These are extremely detailed. :D

2008-07-16T19:46:00.002+08:00

AHH!!! I'm sort of in a dilemma right now. Help!

I just found out that...by going into NYP's Dental Hygine and Therapy course, i would be choosing a bad career for myself.

I found out by...asking the Dentist at my School Dental Clinic. The moment i told her i wanted to go into the course, she was like " NO! NO! Don't go into my course! " and talked a lot more on why i shouldn't join her course. Of course, i won't go into details of what she said, but I'll try to summarise the reasons why.

1. The pay for graduating diploma graduates would be 1k-2k.
2.The promotion ladder is the worst of its kind.
3. I can't go into a local university to get a degree relevant to this course.
4. Overseas university( Australia to be exact ) would cost me 100k. ( Food,lodging, etc. )
5. Only the top 2 scholars in her course got into a university. ( Top 5%, class of 20 )
6. They got a GPA of 3.6 and 3.4 respectively.

Well, this is all i can remember actually. I asked her yesterday.
Reason 1, it would be hard for me to raise a family with that kind of pay, and since Reason 2 compliments Reason 1, how do i earn enough to support a family comfortably?

Basically, in Reason 2, one can only get promoted when someone of a high rank, RETIRES , so...the ones at the bottom can go up. So, think about it, how many people retire each year? When there are not many of them?

Reason 3 speaks for itself. Haha. According to her, the degree course in the local university ( I forgot which one ) only has an intake of 40 with around 200 applicants each year. How the hell do i get into it let me ask you that? Oh and for some reason, they don't accept poly grads ( what bull**** ) .

Reason 4, I'm not rich, and though i have relatives there, i'm not close to them and they're at Sydney and i don't know where the university is located.

Reason 5 and 6 means I would have to do well, everytime, during the course, for everything they throw at you. This would be sort of crazy as no one is good at everything. So, imagine the task. I'm not really confident since the cut-off-point is below 14. I would be among some of the smartest people in Singapore. :\

Sigh! Justine suggested Early Childhood. I can't imagine. Really. Im not tolerable of children. ( Siblings are an exception ). I was thinking of Optometry, but i don't know the pay and how my future can be like.

Hmm...Any info on a good course with good future with good pay with something that doesn't really require you to dwell on complicated formulas and numbers and such , 24/7?

2008-07-08T15:57:00.003+08:00

I choose to reply by posting a new post. :D More space. Hehe.

Thanks Raff, Juni and Rusty for the comments! ^^

Hmm...well, one of the reasons why i wanna go poly is cause i can meet new people! While still be able to slack more than if i was in JC :D
Want to look for girlfriend there also...Hahaha!
Hmm, but NYP, got alot of North people! That's what i think. And...Near my secondary school!! No change of environment. :(

Oh yeah! I don't know about the standard courses there(NYP), but it seems that the other poly courses outside NYP outshine. Haha.

I think i've made up my mind. Dental Hygine and Therapy would be my top choice for the course i wanna go to! NYP. Near. After reading what Juni said, quite true! I can just take bicycle to go school! Save $1 per trip! per month...$40 bucks! wooh. not bad :D Just leave a bit earlier, and high chance to not be late! :D

According to Raff, pros and cons, Hmm...I know i can do Bio, so can apply for that course. Chemistry is included in the module, but though im quite weak, i think can learn if effort is put in :) Other things in the module, can pick up! I really don't mind earning money for looking at people's teeth...heard from teacher that dentists earn good pay. So interest is there :)

And yeah, one of the reasons why i switched from choosing Mass Comm, is cause i can't see myself doing that for the rest of my life. Plus i hate journalism. Hehe. Hmm, should lay down options eh, Rusty? Well, I got tourism as one choice, er...nursing maybe. I just don't wanna touch shit uh. :\ I don't even change my baby bro's diaper!! Heh. Erm...Im still thinking about it ^^

Oh yes! Im wondering, DAP. How? Should i just apply for Dentist or some other random course? Cause i don't know how my er...skills? apply to the dentist course. Its like...acting? haha! My marks not that good for biology yeah. But can do. Heh.

Oh and thanks victoria. :) I think i can see myself digging into people's mouths for a long time. Hahaha!

2008-07-02T17:58:00.002+08:00

Hmm... I need some opinions. Anyone. Haha.

Im interested in going into a polytechnic, and i wanna apply for DPA. Thing is, my skills are acting. I basically have nothing else that i can do. Should i just pass the chance to apply for DPA?

I don't think going into a Mass Communication course would be wise for me, as the media industry in Singapore is not a very good spot for a good career ( in my opinion ). Acting may be my talent, but i know im not the best actor, so i don't think i can be making it big.

Other than that, Tourism is something that im interested in, but seeing as its very popular now, i don't think i stand a chance. If i do get that chance, then why not? But im keeping my options open.

Actually i don't mind working in the service industry, but, where would i go? and what course should i go to?

Another option im highly considering is in the field of Dental Hygine and Therapy ( Dentist ). They earn good pay. Plus i get to help my family if they ever need one. Hahaha!

The only thing that puts me off about it is that its only offered in Nanyang Polytechnic. Don't get me wrong, i just hear that NP,SP and TP are the top 3 polytechnics in singapore.
So don't blame me for thinking like that. NYP is also...well, i just don't like the campus. Somehow.
Plus, its near. Haha! Weird reason. But i once said... " Its so...Yio Chu Kang! " Hahaha! I really don't know why i feel that way. But somehow i think that going at a further polytechnic will enable me to see more...variety of students who come from everywhere. ( plus it won't be near my secondary school )

A little help? Haha. Opinions not in tagbox if you may. Hehe. In the comments section. Bottom right hand corner of this post. ( click on the pencil )

2008-06-23T20:03:00.001+08:00

Happy Belated 23rd Birthday Idil!

I did wish you when we went on the outing. :P

Peace. Next time when i free ( probably in November ), then i'll upload photos. Haha!

2008-06-16T11:07:00.003+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday Kak Juni!

I know it was yesterday, i did wish you on msn :P
And i did say Lee would do something for you. Hahaha! See, what did i tell you? ( I read your blog :D )

I just felt that i could post on my already rotting blog. Hahah!

Cheers!

2008-05-26T19:49:00.002+08:00

MT 'O' Level paper was today. I could say it was relatively an 'okay' paper. haha! I could do the 'bina ayat'. First time being able to do so! Though i think i screwed up my letter writing and composition.

Anyway, Happy (1)7th Birthday Ayu! Belated or not. It was yesterday. Haha! But we celebrated it on 24th May. I was glad i could be there to surprise her. :) Hope you enjoyed everything that happened. Heh.

Pictures uploaded soon. :) Most probably will upload on my multiply.

2008-05-23T18:16:00.002+08:00

Hahahaha! This is such an outdated post.

Anyway, went out with mariam,inah,irah,adli,asyraf... last week! Saturday. hehe. Played bowling and watched Ayat2 cinta. It's a nice show by the way! :D Go watch it. And i secretly aspire to be someone like the main character XD

( Actually i just wish i had played him in the movie. )

I had a lot of thoughts to put down for that movie actually, but all gone! heh. Cause my computer screwed up ( and it still is ). Im just using my dad's laptop. I don't really like using this cause its hard to type with and i can't download msn messenger ( kudos pirated vista ).

Oh yeah. David Cook won. Yawn. hahahaha! Congratz to him. I still feel it was kind of unfair seeing as the producers were biased against DA. Oh well. I bet DA would still be successful. Haha :P

Didgeridoo has never been more fun. Hehe. I can finally circular breathe! ( think exhaling continuously for more than 3 mins. ) But can't exaclty perform with it. Hahahaha! Oh well... its still relaxing. :)

Sadly, i can't send or upload photos here cause the laptop doesn't have any of the photos. ( computer screwed up...yeahhh ).

2008-05-13T17:23:00.002+08:00

Saturday. That was when i bought my didgeridoo with my cousin :) Made plans on his birthday ( 3rd May ) to buy it on 10th May. Haha! Sorry couldn't meet the CCC. I took too long to pick the perfect one. XD

Im still practicing. Not really good. Heh. Go search didgeridoo on youtube to find out how it sounds like.

On mother's day, i made a Pavlova for the family. Picture with cuz. But yeah, everyone said it had a nice texture. Nice? Yeah. Hahaha!

I'll make one for anyone who wants one :P

2008-05-06T22:26:00.000+08:00

Ironman~ Ironman~

Looks cool right? :)

2008-05-04T10:43:00.004+08:00

Went to harborfront Spinelli to just visit Juni yesterday. I spent my time studying (really!) math. Did one whole worksheet for my upcoming test tomorrow. :) Thanks Kak Juni for the hot chocolate,sushi and blueberry muffin! =D

Two more worksheets to go. Oh! And i went on to buy my cousin's birthday present at Fox. Cool t-shirt. Took me about an hour just to pick the right one. Hahaha! So its like i was shopping alone. Going in and out of the changing room. Trying on different t-shirts of different colours. Never done such a thing before. Heh.

IronMan! I still haven't watched it. Hopefully this Tuesday watching. Hmm... Praying that my dear friend won't cancel it. Hah! Cousin told me it was awesome...but still, Batman is better!

Im already excited that The Dark Knight is going to be released in about 2 months. AHH! I gotta watch that.

2008-04-28T19:17:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Kerusiman aka Haizam! Haha!

I don't know if you still read my blog, but yeah. :D

See you soon! And everyone too. :)

2008-04-24T16:51:00.002+08:00

Borrowed my cousin's Oakley bag. Now i look like a turtle! Haha!
But its a nice bag. Better to carry it all the way up than all the way down. Helps me improve my posture. Hehe.

Oh i caught Awake. Online! HAHA! My cousin recommended the movie to me, so i watched it. Heh. It about this son of a really rich tycoon dude, ( think ' i-own-half-the-city' rich ) , who has a weak heart and needs to go through a heart transplant. Oh and he goes through ' anesthetic awareness '.
He's 'awake' while the whole procedure is going through. Hah! Awesome.

Go watch it. Ending slightly chliched but very heart-warming. Heh.

2008-04-16T17:56:00.002+08:00

Okay!!! Its a horror. O_O

More the reason to let sex predators watch it. Police! Get this movie and show it to them!

Hahaha! I only watched the trailer. Yeah...Go find it on youtube. Not giving the link. Haha!

Btw, Its R rated. o.o

2008-04-16T17:37:00.002+08:00

I read Monday's Life newspaper. Above the comic's section there was this column where the writer talked about " How to make a woman laugh "

Guess what? Women laugh at the sight of guys squirming.

Ah. Who wouldn't laugh at someone if they squirmed at something? Would you? Haha! Anyway, i kind of did squirm when i read it. Apparently he made reference to a movie ; Teeth.

What's ' Teeth ' about ? Dawn's (Jess Wiexler) vagina has teeth.

Need i say more? Hahah! Even when i read it, i kind of did get squirmish in the stomach. Heh. Its shocking that a director could make this kind of movie. Oh by the way, he also made reference to the movie that the guy's dick gets chewed off. Somehow not the best movie to watch - especially for guys.

But, then again, this is one of the things that women laugh at. Hurts us guys doesn't it? It ain't funny when our 'most precious part' gets bitten off. :(

*sigh* Well, i guess this movie would be damn suitable for those sex predators out there. Though the director could make some adjustments to the movie so that its more terrifying. Hehe!

Go check it out, i think its a comedy. Not sure. Im going to catch a few clips now. Haha! Peace-

2008-04-12T23:20:00.002+08:00

Wore a black cheongsam to Geylang yesterday. Haha!
The guy one? Yeah. No pic :P

Oh and the Olympic torch should just be left alone. And someone please tell me what's going on with Tibet and China?

2008-04-08T16:29:00.002+08:00

Check it out! I wanna make one. Haha! Though i don't know where to get the lighter fuel. Oh well...

2 days ago... The Last Party auditioned for the 2nd round. My cousin was in the band. Helping them out as they had no drummer. Sadly, they didn't get in. Its all because of the technical problems! 3 minutes isin't enough if you wanna hear a well-played song, and believe me, they weren't that bad! It kinda seems they were the ONLY band who came up with their own songs. The rest, are all the typical ROCK bands. I bet all those that got in were playing rock =.=

Except for one. Cousin's friend's band. They don't really play rock. :) So i'd still watch Anugerah Band to support them. The rest should just buzz off!

Oh and i forgot to mention that The Last Party didn't really bring out the good stuff. My cousin has an exotic instrument which can be incorporated into the songs. They would only bring it out once they manage to reach the top 20. But they didn't.

The judges were harsh. Yes. Cause of the technical problems. Saying things like " The keyboard can't be heard. " Well, DUH! The speakers on the stage weren't loud enough =.=

Geez.

2008-04-01T21:44:00.002+08:00

3 days ago. Went for the ' Anugerah Band ' thing at Junction 8. My eyes could have popped if not for the scenery. Haha! :P

Went there to support my cousin and the band he's in. They got through. Awesome :D

I believe they could be the most unique band as they do have a couple of things up their sleeves. Just that they aren't bringing the 'big boys' out yet. Haha! xP

No picture. :P

Today is boring. The end.

2008-03-22T12:49:00.002+08:00

AH!! Go Jabbawockeez! They are awesome on America's Best Dance Crew! They should win. Check this out. My favourite dance from them. Hehe. Sad that KabaModern had to be kicked out cause of StatusQuo ( the people who only do acrobatic stuff [just flips really] ). Go Jabbawockeez!

2008-03-22T12:36:00.002+08:00

Heh. Yo! I know i haven't been updating. Blame school alright! Im way...behind on my work, can't help it really. All the teachers are dumping homework on us.

Well, Gotta talk about yesterday! Had BBQ with the CCC/RT crew. It has been a quite some time since we last had a FULL gathering, though some people couldn't make it...like Hilly. Didn't see Juni either =\

It was fun. Really! Haha! A few of us did the BBQ-ing, Others just ate :P Haha! But having them as company was good enough ^^. Danny took photos! Oh! And thanks to the people who went to parkway to buy the stuff! They had to walk all the way from Parkway to the BBQ pit. It was very far! To think i thought walking from VJC was far. Haha!

Well, photos are with Danny and Ayu. Wait for em to upload them. :)

Till the next meeting guys! :D

2008-03-08T21:20:00.002+08:00

WOO! They were AWESOME! Incubus is definitely a worthwhile band to watch, LIVE!

Though sadly, that day was when i had one of my biggest regrets! I should have gone to the front! DAMN! Stayed at the back cause there was one couple STANDING right infront of me and Azhar. They were just standing there like a statue. Geez.

I hope they come back! I wanna go to that gig too! :D They didn't play 'Pardon Me' , ' Dig ' and ' Love Hurts ' ! Sad ain't it? :(

Oh shit. No photos too. Cause you couldn't bring the camera inside. *Sigh*

FundFiesta today. Was a waste of time. But i got to practice my photography ^^

By the way, i ain't a showoff. I was told to take photos you idiot. Cooperate and everyone will be happy.

Moshing is fun :D So far...Haha!

2008-03-06T19:48:00.002+08:00

I learnt the pain of being hit by a shuttlecock. One at the stomach, one at the chest and one at the neck!

Full blown smack : Range - 1 metre. OUCH!

2008-03-04T20:39:00.004+08:00

Hahaha! Yeah, i haven't uploaded for more than a week. Just so you know, i upload only once a week :P Or when i REALLY have to mood to do so. Hehe. Well, past week. ( What i remember anyways )

Friday 29 February

I went to watch Juz-B with Suria! :D By the way, Juz-B is an all-malay acapella group thats actually quite well known in Asia ( i think ). Haha! They were really good!
Interesting fact : They can sing in English, Malay, Chinese and even Spanish! Cool, huh?

Though honestly, Rockapella was better! Muhuhahaha! ALL of them could sing. Not like Juz-B, sadly. Only 3 of them could. Heheh. ( Excluding both beatboxers. ) I wouldn't mind watching them perform again. I think i heard there's going to be an Acapella Fest soon. I think i should go.

Oh! Another thing. I can't believe Danny knows them! He knows the ' Mascot ' ( as he himself called it ) , Afwan! Hmm...Its a small world after all~

Saturday 1 March

Went to Seoul Garden with family. Dad had a voucher. Haha!

We went to Tampines Mall. Seriously, the place there was CROWDED! The staff were rushing and all that, plus, the hotplate wasn't even buttered properly and the food kept sticking to it! Sigh.

Burnt Prawns!

Sushi wasn't bad though. Just wish they wouldn't go there again. Not really your money's worth.

He looks cute here uh. XD

Asyraf enjoying his ice-cream! Haha!

Mum and Son! :)

Sunday 2 March

Im really sorry Danny i didn't meet up with you! :(

Well, you there, meet me. Its been a long time. And i miss CCC! :)

2008-02-25T20:52:00.004+08:00

Gah! Damn Blogger. Won't let me uplaod my nice pictures! Hai... Anyway, updating about the week! Haha! Here we go!

Sunday 17 Feb

It was today that the CCC went to the beach! It was so cool uh. Had been a long time since i last went there and yeah, it was fun. I took the photos which Raff still haven't uploaded yet! Hahaha! Sadly, thanks to blogger. I still can't upload them! Yeah well, had a blast. :D Interesting encounter with the Russians too yeah! Haha!

Saturday 23 Feb

This week had been quite hectic for me. I couldn't handle all the upcoming tests and all ( its over actually ). I guess this was one of my first times of being stressed. Other times, i could take it like as if it was nothing. Not this week. So, on 23 Feb. I decided to go out to the park to study.

I left at about 2. Met Syairah. I wanted company! Hahaha! Ate lunch at Banquet first. Then headed to AMK Park. I've never been there so yeah. Wanted to check it out. Though i would have preferred going to Upper Pierce Reservoir. Much more relaxing there.

Bad day to be there. IT WAS HOT! Went to the nearby macdonalds to study. In the end we didn't really study. Haha! Cause we were too tired. But we did do a bit of studying! Haha!

Then we parted ways and i went to Vivo to buy my Oakley belt! The one i have at home was from malaysia. ( Quality was bad. ) Wanted to buy a new one! Haha. Met Aisyah there as she was at Sentosa with her friends. Hung out. Had dinner. Home! Haha!

Had a fun day. :D

Monday 25 Feb

Today was quite an enlightenment for me. Mrs Lai talked to me and well, she made me realise how...well, how do i put it? I just didn't expect that. I guess i wasn't as cut out as i thought i was. It was quite a learning experience. Haha. Though i hope that it will stay in my head. :)

2008-02-18T20:28:00.003+08:00

After 5 years...I finally met an "old" friend. Hahahahaha!

I met her on Habbohotel. Weird right? Of all places. Haha! Well, we were good friends back then, and i finally met her 2 days ago! Saturday. Met Maizurah. :D

I was supposed to meet her at 2, but i had homework to finish, so i rushed, but i was still too early anyways. Hahaha! Felt kind of giddy that day. Didn't know why. Waited for her, then when she finally came, we headed to Marina Sq. Talked on the way :D She was friendly and all. Hahaha! But then again, i was too :P Oh oh! Thank you so much for the lunch treat! XD

I felt sooo much better after eating at BK! :D Took pictures. Loads. Though still wasn't enough! Ahahaha!
Met Ayu and Syam at Marina Loft. Sorry i didn't look for you at Starbucks! Hehe.

Headed to Starbucks and Mai bought a drink. We then headed to the fountain at Suntec. Took more photos. Then i sent her back to the MRT station.

Wasn't a bad day. :) Fun to meet someone "new". Haha! See you soon Mai ^^

Blogger is an ass. Let me upload my pictures damnit!

2008-02-14T22:32:00.002+08:00

Yesterday had to stay back for class drama.

Went home, saw this little girl ( 2 - 5 years old i think ) crying. I thought she was abandoned! Cause there were bags all around her and no one was consoling her. Till i saw this man infront of her. He spoke to her but didn't console her. If he was her Dad ( I'm not sure! ), Why didn't he console his own daughter?! What kind of father is he? Everyone on the bus was staring at the girl and him. Geez. Get a heart.

After that, went to meet Azhar to make flowers to give some of my friends today :) Rusty, Hilly and Ezze joined us soon after. It was kind of sweet that we managed to finish the flowers in about 1-2 hours i think. Haha!
Slept at 1 cause had to finish making bouquets. Latest I've slept so far. Haha!

Today, 14th Feb. The day where people "express their love by giving gifts ". Hah! Why can't you do that on a normal day? You can express your love in other ways...on ANY day. :)

Anyway, I gave flowers to a few people. :) Haha! I just felt like giving something. No reason. Lalala~

Met Mariam,Sakinah and Syairah after drama. Gave them flowers too. Hehe! Missed them uh. Honestly. XD
It's been quite some time since i last saw them. :D

To all those that received - Hope you like them :)

P.S. Blogger is being an idiot. Won't let me upload pics.

2008-02-09T22:42:00.000+08:00

To whom it may concern...

I really do...
It's such a nice song, don't you think?

2008-02-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

Juni and Rusty left me this to do. AH! Why do you have to make me work? Gee...Haha! Just kidding.
At least now i got something to update :D

7 Random facts about me:-

1. I like to save.
2. I cry easily sometimes. ( Whoops! )
3. I clean my valuables with wetwipes regularly. Hehe
4. Its hard for me to get angry. Unless under some certain circumstances. Im human :D
5. I love to smile. ^-^
6. I am unsure about my own personality.
7. I can get influenced easily. Usually by tvshows. The good stuff. Not the bad ones. Hmm...

7 things that scare me:-

1. Allah
2.Ghosts.
3. Ghost stories. Haha!
4. Losing my friends.
5. The thought of "Today might be the last day i live"
6. Losing someone's trust over me.
7. Being all alone.

7 Favourite Music Artists at the moment:-
1. Incubus!!!
2. Sick Puppies
3. The Moldy Peaches
4. Audit Revamp
5. Hoobastank
6. Samsons
7. Moulin Rouge

7 Things I like most:-

1. My friends
2. Acting
3. Receiving a smile
4. C3/K3!!!
5. Sweet Memories :) Pictures help. Heh.
6. Family! Lil bro is cute ain't he? Haha.
7. My branded goods xP

7 LUCKY people to do this:-

More like unlucky. Hahaha!

1. The Nurse. xP
2. Reena
3. Hilly!
4. DannyBoy!
5. Sydney
6. ZJ
7. Farah

2008-02-07T09:53:00.000+08:00

CNY performance was yesterday. We did well i think. Though transition was not really good. Haha! Well, lets just all learn from it.

After that went to hangout with Hidayah,Farah and AyuAfira. ( Friends from school ) Had lunch at KFC then went around Northpoint. Had a nice chat with Hidayah. Haha!

Well, that's about what happened yesterday. Ayu and Rusty going Langkawi! Going to miss them while they're gone. :(

Think for you.

Stupid blogger don't let me upload photo :(

2008-02-04T21:35:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to Kak Arliana's Wedding! It was nice. My whole family was invited cause my dad knows her. Same hospital. Wards are next to each other i think. Haha!

Asyraf was there. Do you think he's cute? :D
The place was a little cramp, i think its due to a low ceiling at one part but the place and decorations were nice, overall.
Oh! Alias Kadir was there!!! Cool huh? And there was this singer too. I don't know her name but she can sing! Haha!

Sadly, couldn't take pictures. People were blocking. I didn't get to take pictures with the crew too! Argh! I came too late. Thanks to madrasah la. Oh. My dad was sleeping too. Haha!

CNY performance is coming, some scenes got cut. GREAT!

2008-01-30T20:44:00.000+08:00

Did CIP today. Supposed to go tomorrow but i have Drama rehearsal! Full-dress! Can't wait. Haha! Its going to be fun, i hope.

I still don't know what im doing for the class play. Things have not been exactly finalised, props are not built and the play is due in 2 weeks! How on earth are we supposed to finish it that FAST?! Oh well.

CIP! Had to take charge of 2/1. I liked my group ^^ Oh! And all we had to do was eye-power! Hahaha! Okay,okay. Being nice people, had to help them carry some stuff.

Oh! Guess what i found? A MAXIM Calendar! xD I wanted to just flip it for the fun of it, but the girls were calling me a pervert. Geez?

Oh! And someone gave away a Mashimaro plushie! It was sooo cute! Hahahah! But i guess the only reason he gave it away was cause it was dirty(?). There has to be a reason right? Haha!

I updated. Hehe.

2008-01-28T22:02:00.000+08:00

Hahahaha! It has been some time since i last updated yeah? Well, i was pestered into doing so. xD
A good thing for me. Haha!

Today was a boring day.

End.

:D Alright, alright. Had drama today. Practicing for the CNY celebration performance. Im a hen-pecked husband. My wife...well, you should know how she's like, considering im hen-pecked. Haha! Its kind of a slapstick comedy but its still alright. Its fun and we're going to promote Drama! :D

People who haven't watched it, hopefully you'll like it ^^ Its funny. Haha!

I really love going out with C3. Hahaha! Though lately not the whole group. Just people like Azhar, Ayu, Rusty and Hilly. I come home late though. Oops! Haha!

Well, finally, and again i apologise, the photos have finally been uploaded! ( Raff's birthday )
http://icurus.multiply.com

2008-01-04T22:06:00.000+08:00

Woo!! I loved the 2nd round of auditions today ^^
For the secondary 1's that is. Haha! I love class 1/2! They were so sporting :D
I talked to them ( basically i actually blabbered. XD ) and tried to entertain them and so on and so forth.
Haha! I hope those good one's join Drama. :)
Oh! Oh! I wanna be their councillor in charge for the Sec 1 Orientation Camp! They were fun uh. XD
They enjoyed the show we put up for them too! Big rounds of applause! Really great.
They kind of bullied me too...can you believe it!? Ugh! Oh well. Im such a nice person right? Hahaha!

Anyways, Ayu and Rusty!! I made a video for both of you. Kudos to me. Me. and me. Hahahahahaha! Wth.
I had some help from my Drama members uh. Heh. I only did this 'solo' cause Juni and Danny left me out of theirs! :(
Hope you will enjoy it. Its not exactly...well, uh. Very good. Hahaha! Juni says im a bit retarded. Heh.

Uh! Have some problems uploading the photos. No worries!
Just click HERE to visit the photos okay? :D

Rusty and Funfair! XD
Visit THIS for your vid. Hehe.

2008-01-04T20:19:00.000+08:00

Alright! This song is nice. Listen to it. Its from one of my favourite shows, Scrubs! ^^
Who wanna sing it with me? Haha! XD

2008-01-03T15:12:00.000+08:00

Alright! I can't believe that school today was great! It was fun! It was super! Basically the good stuff. Hahaha!

Never have i said " Yeah! It was great! " to anyone who asked me " How was school? "
Usually its " It was alright." or " Fine,i guess. " or " Boring! "
Haha! Today was an exception. :)
We had the Sec 1 Auditions to host.
I was one of the judge. Heheh!
It was superbly fun. Though the students could have been better.
Sadly, all those talents found among the students, they won't join Drama!
They'd rather join NCC(Air) or other uniformed groups. Or sports. Or band.
That's what i've heard so far anyways.

Its kind of a pity you know? I was from NCC and i knew how much it appealed to me when i was introduced to it.
But sure was I wrong as time went by. NCC isin't really all that great. Haha!
Besides, the one reason i had why i quit it was ; Enjoy your life while you're still young! Don't join CCA's that "kill you". Haha!
So sorry to say this, but its kind of a fact. They would shout at you, tell you to do 'pumping', basically all discipline stuff.
And the reason why they do this? Its so you can be great leaders. Yeah great. Shouting. Hahah!
Geez, they're YOUNG! Chill out!

Then again, its totally up to them ^^
If they like it, then i won't stop them. Haha! :)

Anyways, Drama auditions!
First 2 classes were hard to handle, sad to say. 1C and 1B.
No idea why, apparently we went ahead of schedule. Good, but what are they going to do when they're done?
Sit down outside and make noise? ( Well, thats what they did. )
We weren't prepared anyways, so we tried to host games. ( After what happened with 1C, basically they were not cooperating. )
1B was better than the previous one, 1A, well they enjoyed the aircon.

1/5 '08! They were great! :D
The students had talent. Some of them. ( All classes had. Haha! )
First person to highlight - ***** and ********
Muahahah! She and her friend, were the first 2 people to actually get out of their seats and ACT the scripts.
Wonderful. ^^ They weren't bad. They have potential. Haha!

After the auditions were done, played Whacko! Cooperative people. Even better!
I hoped they enjoyed it. Haha! Damn. Now i wish i had brought my camera along. Hehe! XD

2008-01-01T12:39:00.000+08:00

Welcome 2008. Goodbye 2007.
Danny is forcing me to update. Haha! So alright. Not only him though.

Alright...2007 was a good year. Maybe. Haha! Some of the highlights of 2007..

1. Heroes in Singapore!
2. Rainbow Theory!
3. New friends :)
4. Joining Drama. Haha!

Okay well...that's all i can remember anyways. Wahahaha! Sadly i forget things easily. Hmm...

Anyways, yesterday, the last day of 2007. My cousins came back form Bahrain. Fetched them at the airport, and went to their place. Went out shortly after that with him and Syirah.
Met her friends and all that.

Juni called, asking to go join her at 11.30 at the usual place. Damn uh! She could only go out so late. If only she had done it earlier you know? Danny was there too. Guess they had fun? Wonder if they invited anyone else? Hmm...Hey! Tell me about what you guys did yeah?

Rusty and Ayu will be back in about 2 weeks time. Can't wait till they get back ^^ Gonna watch " I am Legend " yeah? XD
Hope you two are having fun there in Texas. ^^

Well... If only i had more photos, but Danny still hasn't uploaded them! ROAR! Hahaha! Have a great 2008 :)

2007-12-22T22:42:00.001+08:00

7am yesteday till 12pm today. Gosh im beat.

I went to send off my grandma at 12am...then was left behind to send Rusty and Ayu to Texas. Haha!
Got prank called. A creepy one. They knew my name,school and CCA. Worst part - they were foreigners.

Gah! Ayu and Rusty! Im missing you already! :(

Come back safely..! And i still can't get my feelings out on paper. or words.

2007-12-20T00:04:00.000+08:00

18 December 2007!
Danny's 23rd year! Haha!
Happy birthday Danny boy!

Had a great time 'sabo-ing' him. Even if it was an amateur one. :)
Butter and raspberry feels good yeah? Haha!
Oh and thanks for the souvenior! I'll make good use of it. If i ever have to that is. Haha!

Today went to Spinelli ( Juni works there ). Without even asking, i got 2 free drinks! ^^ Thank you so much Juni!
I have to go there again. Hehe! Apparently i had an interesting experience. :)

Rusty! Ayu! Leave for Texas don't forget to bring us back something yeah? HAHAHA! XD
Im just kidding uh. =x
Just one thing - Don't forget us...though i think Rusty won't since i "Left my mark" xD
Hehehe! Sorry.

Production shall eend soon. Smokin'!

2007-12-16T18:16:00.000+08:00

Ugh! Go try this - Sit down at one spot for 5 hours. Without any company.

See how much you'll rot. I think i literally did. I feel an itch on my toe. Help! Why must they drag me there when i honestly don't really know the people there...*sigh* even though they still are family. Haha!

When on earth is the production going to finish...I can't let it drag till next year. Hmm...maybe i should just bring the homework there. Yeah. Azhar did suggest that.

Truth hurts! xP

And Suntec,Starbucks is a great place to chill :D and play cards. Haha!

Danny, Rusty, Ayu, Me :D
I'm the dealer ya'll!
Would you like one? ^^

Rainbow Theory

P.S. : Remind me to take photos when Danny's not there, will you? Regret not taking yesterday. Haha!

One more thing : Sorry. Ra. Slap me. For fun :D

Another thing! ,For more pictures, visit : http://orca1984.multiply.com

2007-12-10T11:12:00.000+08:00

Suntec, Starbucks. Yeah. Usual hangout :D Haha!

Been singing...or shall i say, the song is stuck in my head since Ayu started singing it a lot. Haha!

I went out with them again yesterday. Took photos again with Danny's Midnyte. Photos at his multiply. Link soon. He hasn't uploaded them yet. Haha!

Anyway...here's the song.

Elephant Love Medley Lyrics

[Ewan:]
Love is a many splendored thing,
Love lifts us up where we belong,
All you need is love!
[Nicole:]
Please, don't start that again
[Ewan:]
All you need is love!
[Nicole:]
A girl has got to eat!
[Ewan:]
All you need is love!
[Nicole:]
She'll end up on the street! (sigh)
[Ewan:]
All you need is looooove!
[Nicole:]
Love is just a game.
[Ewan:]
I was made for loving you baby,
You were made for loving me.
[Nicole:]
The only way of loving me baby,
Is to pay a lovely fee.
[Ewan:]
Just one night,
Give me just one night.
[Nicole:]
There's no way,
Cause you can't pay.
[Ewan:]
In the name of love!
One night in the name of love!
[Nicole:]
You crazy fool,
I won't give in to you.
[Ewan:]
Don't, leave me this way.
I can't survive, without your sweet love,
Oh baby, don't leave me this way.
[Nicole:]
You'd think that people would've had enough of silly love songs...
[Ewan:]
I look around me and I see it isn't so, oh no.
[Nicole:]
Some people wanna fill the world with silly love songs
[Ewan:]
Well what's wrong with that?
I like to know.
Cause here I go... again...
Love lifts us up where we belong!
Where eagles fly,
On a mountain high!
[Nicole:]
Love makes us act like we are fools.
Throw our lives away,
For one happy day.
[Ewan:]
We could be heroes...
Just for one day.
[Nicole:]
You, you will be mean.
[Ewan:]
No, I won't.
[Nicole:]
(sigh) And I, I'll drink all the time.
[Ewan:]
We should be lovers...
[Nicole:]
We can't do that.
[Ewan:]
We should be lovers!
And that's a fact.
Though nothing, would keep us together.
[Ewan:]
We could steal time...
[Ewan & Nicole:]
Just for one day.
We could be heroes,
Forever and ever,
We could be heroes,
Forever and ever,
We can be heroes...
[Ewan:]
Just because I... will always love you...
[Nicole:]
I...
[Ewan & Nicole:]
...Can't help loving...
[Ewan:]
...You...
[Nicole:]
How wonderful life is,
[Ewan and Nicole:]
Now you're in, the world...

2007-12-05T10:49:00.000+08:00

Hahaha! Yeah! Finally. Something to post about.

Im helping out some peeps from Ngee An Poly for their final year project, filming. Came across a message sent by Ain about Auditions so i decided to go for it. Got chosen ( by the way, this was like...last week? Haha! )

Anyways, Here are some photos i took with my new Sony H7 Semi-Pro Digital Camera :D
Again. Pictures speak louder than words XD

( By the way...this post is long overdue. So yeah. Haha! )

These pictures were taken yesterday :D At starbucks.

Yeah...been hanging out with them a lot lately. I wouldn't know what i would have done if i hadn't met these people =D

Im not exactly putting my full thoughts down cause it just won't come out. Haha! Its night. Im tired. And i've been pressurised to post, so yeah. :D

Oops! Forgot to mention their names. Heh!
New friends! Thanks to the production ^^
Rafidah,Juni,Ayu,Rusty and Danny! :D

More photos at Danny's multiply - http://orca1984.multiply.com
And mine - http://icurus.multiply.com

Heh! Enjoy them. XD

Oh by the way! I went out today with Juni. Got free drinks at Starbucks and went to Puma shop. Heh.

Tried on a jacket. Ask juni how it looked on me. Heh. Here's the photo.

New Oakley bag too :D
HSM! I just like this photo la...Haha!

2007-11-06T20:20:00.000+08:00

2 days ago , Sunday, I went to Esplanade Concert Hall to watch Rockapella. LIVE! Yeah!! It was a great show. You should see their videos on youtube. Acapella music is so nice you know? Haha! Yohannis can sing! XD

Tell me when you're performing okay? :D

2007-11-03T08:28:00.000+08:00

OMG! No! Heroes might be ending at episode 11! Nooooo!

http://heroesrevealed.com <--- SEE! :(

2007-11-01T18:16:00.000+08:00

I bought the Heroes Season 1 DVD :D

I want Season 2. Heroes is the best TV show...EVER! So far. XD

Psych too. Its a nice show :)

I wish Conquer O' would end soon. I wish i could study soon. I wish i can juggle my commitments. :)

Make love - No war! LOL!

2007-10-28T21:19:00.000+08:00

Friday, 2 days ago, went out with Shamin and her friends. Haha! Okay i know only a few of them, for Jalan Raya. Invited by, Shamin. Organised by, Shamin. I think. Anyways...here are the photos. The outing was quite fun actually. Met someone that i never knew or seen in the school for the entire time.

Anyways, the people who came along were :
Shamin
Zarifah( honestly, is this correct? )
Hana
Me
Ayu
Amira

Yeah. Friends. Peace. Update soon.
Oh! and i forgot to add :
The first thought isin't always the right one. THINK!

2007-10-28T18:44:00.000+08:00

Well...Let me tell you honestly, I feel very, very lazy to say anything about the 9 days in India. So, in this case, if you're wondering so much at what happened there, I'd say...pictures speak louder than words :) Enjoy :)

2007-10-12T16:08:00.000+08:00

Hari Raya is tomorrow. Everybody says they can't wait. Haha! Same for me :)

Well, i won't be in Singapore for 8 days. Starting on 14 October, 5.30 a.m.

Who will miss me? Tag! xP

I'll be going to India anyways. With the school. 8 days. I'll buy a few people some souveniors. Some. XD Who deserve them. Haha!

I'll miss you. Miss me too yeah? :D

Here's the end of my post and wishing all muslimin and muslimah , Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! Maaf zahir dan batin. Minta maaf ya? Jika membuat kesalahan. :)

2007-10-11T17:43:00.000+08:00

There are people who visit. There are people who read. There are people who tag.

Why can't they be all three?

Anyways, no one has been talking to me since tuesday? Is it? Maybe? Haha!

2 days. No company. Big deal.

I need someone to talk to. No one is willing to do so. Or anyone that i can confide in. Boo.

Im just your everyday, invisible guy.

2007-10-10T23:22:00.000+08:00

I had actually typed this post out in my phone. Put the thoughts down, since computer wasn't nearby. Anyways, it was during a Sunday. A little emotional? Hmm.

Ever wondered how the feeling is like when you've just lost something really 'important' to you, and when there's hope that you're going to get it back someway or another, it disappears once you were about to reach for it?

Its not everyday you encounter this. It just so happens this senario popped in my head. Life's like that i guess.
It might happen to you someday. You get some...you lose some.

Lets see... Quite a number. No one gives a damn anyway. :)

Hold it together. Like glue, please. No glue removers.

2007-10-07T07:56:00.000+08:00

Great. Guess what?

I have a swollen eye. As in...the area around the eye. Just woke up and it hurts. I feel like just wanting to close my eyes. Hmm.

Left eye only by the way. Haha!

Yesterday went out to Geylang, to buy baju kurung. Bought the colour "off-white", or cream. :D

And you know what? The sight of the people around there, digusts me. Seriously.

There were mats and minahs all around!! Can you imagine the sight? I think that's how i got my left eye swollen. Hahaha!!!

Plus there were some MALAY GIRLS/WOMEN ( most probably muslims ) that were dressed...inappropriately. What has come of this world and what has come of those malay guys who pierce their ears.

Why oh why oh why. See what they did to my eye.

2007-10-05T19:23:00.000+08:00

Biology paper was okay. It was kind of easy, though the last question about the structure of the leaf that makes it suitable for photosynthesis, i didn't study that one.

Math paper, EASY! But i had to go to the toilet during the paper. How great is that? In case you're wondering, i had to 'bomb' the school :)

After the paper, i had to go to Tan Tock Seng Hospital to get a medical check-up before going to India next Sunday.

Get this : You have to pay S$15.45 for someone to ask you " Do you exercise? " and listen to your heartbeat.

How is the money used for that? Honestly? Do i have to pay for the air that i breathe inside the doctor's office? Do i have to pay for some STRANGER to touch me with his, round, metallic and at the same time, long thing? ( To listen to my heartbeat. Its called a Stethscope) Do i have to pay for the saliva that the doctor uses to ask " DO YOU EXERCISE? "

Seriously man... I'd call that a WASTE OF MONEY! Really. Its not worth it.

But what i do know is that the doctor had to prescribe anti-malaria pills for us. Still, the prescription doesn't cost 15 friggin bucks right?!

Geez. Anyways, i had gone there with Mr Siva and the rest of the people who are going. ( 20 people in total.)

After that we had to get the pills from the pharmacist.

HAHAHA! This part was hilarious. 20 people all right infront of the pharmacist, and after giving the plastic bags ( pills included ), we left. Imagine the scene. 20 people, school uniform, in a hospital, ( note : there were a lot of people nearby ) and queueing for medicines.

Funny part : When we started to walk IN ONE STRAIGHT ROW out, a woman commented to her boyfriend : " OMG? Are they all sick? " ( with that wide-eyed look, suprised. ) HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Okay. Hehe. I'll see you soon then? Its confirmed right? I wanna confirm. Haha! Place? Time?

Heh. I can't wait ! XP

2007-10-03T20:41:00.000+08:00

Ah... Looking back at photos brings back memories doesn't it?

Apparently it was the only time where i felt i really had a close friend. Why must it end...? We were...

Its just the feeling of losing something, so close to you? Ah. Maybe. Just the sense that there's something missing. Haha.

Life has to go on. No matter what happens.

One thing though... Just remember : Forgive and forget.

Don't expect people to understand fully what they've done wrong cause they don't. We all don't. Its better to not 'hold any grudges'.

2007-10-02T20:22:00.000+08:00

Social Studies paper today sucked. It totally sucked. I had a 'block'. Forgot everything about source-based questions and the stuff i read in the textbook. It doesn't help that i pay attention in class.

Math wasn't too bad. I lost 50 marks. The paper is over 100. Haha! I tried. It was all because of a few questions that i didn't manage to score more marks. Oh, and i forgot what was the rule if the line was perpendicular ( in coordinate geometry ). Hopefully i'll to better for tommorow's paper. ^^

It shall be told. Soon. Just need the right time, place and there's still stuff to be done. Haha! Don't know what i'm talking about right? Good.

Besides, no one is reading this. >=D

Okay. When will it be confirmed? Please do tell. :D

2007-09-29T17:11:00.000+08:00

Ah...The exams are just, 2 days. Great isin't it? I haven't even come close to getting a single thing inside my head. I need to FOCUS! What the hell man...

Sigh... I really hope i'll get through the final year. I don't want to be a hopeless guy when i go into secondary 4. Will i even make it? That's the real question. Study hard, study hard. Keep reminding yourself.

Its not helping that i have growing feelings for someone. Though i think im managing well? LOL! Well, im not exactly thinking about her all the time now...since exams are on! Yeah. Studies first. Mum always reminds me that. She doesn't really mind if i had a girlfriend or not. She just wants me to do the best that i can for my studies.

I know im going to hate myself if i don't do my best. Sigh.

Scrubs...Ah scrubs... I gotta stop watching that everyday. After the exams then you can. Then, when you reach secondary 4. Your mind is totally hypnotised into just Studies. Though, yeah, you gotta chill out once in a while.

All the best to everyone.